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Day 2 after the fall

As I sit here feeling sorry for myself, I replay everything in my head. Its annoying and doesn't help anything, but I still do it. Its frustrating to know that going through this mental breakdown doesn't help anything and still go through it anyways. The one thing is I know when Im done beating myself up and going through the depression(and yelling F@CK out of the blue), Ill be fine and regroup. I need to figure out what went wrong and how to fix it. I will take this loss in stride and move forward, one way or the other.

The amount of support and uplifting words that I have been getting is truly appreciated and means the difference in this whole process. A true from my heart thank you!

Comment by Cali Grrl on February 7, 2011 at 3:20pm: <3

Comment by MMA Advertising on February 7, 2011 at 4:32pm: Keep your head up, you know it's a stepping stone on your way to the top. You said it best about taking it in stride and moving forward, learn from it and become a better fighter from that.

Comment by Greg Richey on February 7, 2011 at 8:38pm: Ruediger,

Keep fighting! You're pretty much the reason I like to waatch this sport!

Comment by Ann Burnett on February 8, 2011 at 6:36am: The measure of a man is in the quality of his friends and it seems like you have quite a few great people behind you. You will figure out what needs to be done and do it. Keep your head up and smile once in a while:)

Day 2 after the fall

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